It has not been a good couple of months. I was forced to move back to a place I am all too familiar with. The last time I was here I was a very young man. It's not a nice place to be back in when my heart is someplace else.
It gets lonely sometimes. Yes, I have friends here and there, in the office. But I really miss my beloved and my family.
It's so easy to get back to my old bad habits of when I was a youth in the big city. It was the charmed years. All I did back then was eat, sleep,work and have fun. Drinking, clubbing, late night rendevous at God forsaken places. I was 23 for God's sake.
Now, many many years later, I am back here and I am a different person. I have someone. My heart is full, unlike back then when my heart was hallow. I was an immature, greenhorn. I was a young lad, who tasted his first pay and spent it on .....fun!