Friday, March 15, 2013

It has not been a good couple of months. I was forced to move back to a place I am all too familiar with. The last time I was here I was a very young man. It's not a nice place to be back in when my heart is someplace else.
It gets lonely sometimes. Yes, I have friends here and there, in the office. But I really miss my beloved and my family.
It's so easy to get back to my old bad habits of when I was a youth in the big city. It was the charmed years. All I did back then was eat, sleep,work and have fun. Drinking, clubbing, late night rendevous at God forsaken places. I was 23 for God's sake.

Now, many many years later, I am back here and I am a different person. I have someone. My heart is full, unlike back then when my heart was hallow. I was an immature, greenhorn. I was a young lad, who tasted his first pay and spent it on .....fun!

3 comments:

munchkin said...

I know what you mean... but just remember.. everything happens for a reason..

Anyway, I found this nice saying once:

"You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place. Like you'll not only miss the people you love but you'll miss the person you are now at this time and place because you'll never be this way ever again."

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Hayden Ahmad said...

thanks, huns