Maybe I've been in "this" too long?
Maybe I'm simply in a rut and need to find my groove back? Or am I still reeling from my breakup?
Whatever it is.....I don't care. The only thing I care now is to write.




moderation is pathetic
in fact it's probably the most unnecessary of all advice.

There is this wall in my head that is preventing any words to flow out on keyboard and on screen.
Idon't know if it is made up of anger or guilt or sadness or longing. But it's there, and it's a wall.
And dammit, since my break up I have not been able to clear my head well enough to write something of worth.

Put my tender heart in a blender/ watch it spin round in a beautiful oblivion