It may be time for me steer my life to a direction that I want. You know, do what most people do- take control of our own destiny.

Here's a toast to making things happen (cue Mariah Carey's Make It Happen).

I'm ready to become hungry again. It's terrible to be complacent and fat. I want to go back to being scared, unsure and excited. To go through a day without knowing what's going to happen. I want to go through unchartered territory again. Yeah, it will be tough, but I can't just stay in one position, could I? I become too agitated and 'resah'. Yes, sure I would be letting go of a lot of comforts. So so much comfort. I think people call it the Comfort Zone. And it ain't always a good thing.