HARI YANG GILA
hari ni aku kena recalled, a certain female boss (God bless her) told Joyah to call me to say I got recalled. So there I was sleeping nicely after watching DVDs all nite, and I get a call at 10am with Joyah telling me - Nyah ko kena recall, S***** nak ko datang kul 12.
Aku yg mamai lagi tensen pun kata: OK. dgn selamba ramba. Aku dah agak dah dengan the Tsunami thingy memang some people would have to put in extra hours. So I came lah to office. By the way, some guy I just met sent me to the LRT station on the way to work- that in itself is a another story.
Ni ha bila mak sampai kat stesen KL sentral si minah boss ni call kata gua ada assignment kat Menara Maxis, cheque presentation for the Tsunami Relief Fund. OK lah, aku pun patah balik naik LRT tuju ke KLCC.
Sampai2, buat assignment and alang2 when in Rome have to do as the Romans do. So aku makan lunch at KLCC.
Sampai2 ofis aku pun mula nak buat story, they ask me to cover another cheque presentation to give money for the fund.
Ok lah mak cover. Tu dia big bosses and KTV semua ada, it seems its now become the CBBTY Relief Fund. Nyah....
Ok lah aku pun cover the story did the tiny Press conference and went downstairs.
Then A****** told me to cari some mugshots for that story. So aku cari lah. I took quite a while to cari. Until it si happened K***** cari aku to ask how the story was doing. Masalahnya aku sibuk kat Photo dept tengah cari gambar. The female boss did call me to ask where I was and suruh aku come over to ofis. But I thot, ok lah, I'll go back over when aku selesai dgn gambar jadah tu. Before I could say, please sir suck my cock, BAMM...K** comes barging into the photo dept- to everyone's shock.
"Mana si F***** tu? U don't understand the meaning of NOW is it?"
At that time the lovely ES said " Dia tu org baru tu. Tak faham" in a very kind way to save my ass.
K****** said "u work in photo now is it?"
Aku yang tak pikir apa2 masa tu, dah lah kena recall, tak cukup tido lagi, I JUST SAID: " Well the photos I'm looking for are FOR the story."
When K****** barged into the room K** A***called me on my mobile asking me where I was, I reckon K****** must have made a scene kat office lah calling my name like guy calling his fuckmate Johnny.
And as I walked towards the office and handed over the RM500,000 cheque i Had with me (Yes, darlings I had even assumed duty as tukang terima cheque dari penderma2 korporat), si S****** came barging out of the door dekat vending machines, looking for me also I reckon lah. Bila dia dah nampak aku and K******* dia pun calm down sikit la.
So there I was with the big boss walking back to the office and dia kata nak tengok story aku. Nyah, mak siap only like, 5 paras maybe.
Anyway he just dashed across the newsdesk like a knight in shining armour and sat at my PC kat tempat KB selalu duduk. He typed like there was no tomorrow. Before you knew it the story was finished la, aku just tambah2 some parts here and there.
Tapi, nyahs, all the drama tu , perlu ke?
Tapi as some of u know, aku ni very the slow nak habiskan keje, so I was like trying to get quotes and fill in the blanks. K******* kata kat aku two time " Hurry up with the story"
Siap cakap aku dlm bahasa tamil siut " Hey Thamby!...." Entah apa dia cakap aku tak pehe, tapi later I learned he said 'what are u looking at?"
He even told me to fax in the story to TBHY and ASJJ daily. Nyah, perlu ke aku buat?
Basically hari ni i really bent down and became the bitch of K****** and B****** even A*****.
Every few minutes it was like " F****! Come here" Ada aje.
LATER THAT NITE
Later aku berdinner dgn ouj and she told me a story about how Shahizan got so caught up with work that he didn't return Allahyarham Azmin's call just before he died. Bang Shah kata dia regret gile la dia tak call- he was so freakin caught up with keje that day that he forgot about it, and few hours later Azmin was dead.
So Joyah pun became like penceramah motivasi perdana/therapist today la. kkk kata: "you really musn't work so hard that you miss out on your own life, you know."
Then she let out her trademark " SHHHHITTT!" coz her Thai noodles had gotten on her outfit.
Anyway, she continued to say that I was fat now, and i had no passion for acting or whatever the fuck I want to do.
Nyah, keje ni bukan segalanya okeyyyy.
Joyah even asked Farah about acting offers.
NOW My COMMENT ON THIS MATTER:
I have strayed far away from where I was two years ago. I've become so caught up in work and all its crazy irregular hours that I no longer have time to ponder on what I want for me. Dulu la niat aku dlm keje kat company ni was to gain money, Tu je. Plus, amy mom and sister gave me a warning- "You CANNOT QUIT THIS JOB."
One time I got a job as a translater in an online firm, aku quit on the second day, and my parents were quite cross. they have always been worried that I would never earn my own money. WellI sure as hell earn my own dough now- a whole shitload of it which i use to take taxicabs to the lake and back, for massages several times a week, to pay the 'extra' charges of those massages, to buy cigarettes, to buy to al that good wholesome food rthat makes me fatter everyday, to buy porn, to buy all that booze months ago, to buy all the fucking pieces of shit this life can fucking provide.
Don't get me wrong. I am VERY thankful for all that money. I am. I am. I think I am. I am, right?
It's just frustrating sometimes, you know. It's like I'm not leading the life I wish to lead. and its fucking pathetic that I've been feeling like that forever- Dah tak larat dah nak complain, even.
I just want to be.
Whoever the fuck I am. You can only say you somthing, but whether you actually do it- that my dear friendly neighbourhood people, is a totally separate issue.
My point- if i do have one is that I'm just interested in doing things. Not just talking about it. Even if those things are very spontaneous, it's ok. I just want to do. I think guys are good doing stuff. I think lah, even though I'm not a qualified guy to some people. But as that guy in 'Six Feet Under' blurted out angrily: "I AM A MAN!"
Dah aku dah ramble on for ages, and I need to head home. Aku sekarang kat cyber cafe dekat2 massage centre.
SEMOGA TAHUN BARU MEBAWA SERIBU KENANGAN DAN PENGALAMAN BARU. SEMOGA MAKIN TAMBAH ILMU DI DADA DAN TANGAN BERTAMBAH RAJIN MEMBUAT KEBAIKAN. I PRAY TO THEE YE ALMIGHTY FOR STRENGTH OF MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT.
I PRAY TO THEE FOR THE SAFETY AND HAPPINESS OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
I PRAY TO THEE TO GIVE ME STRENGTH OF WILL.
Now let's get over it and get back to work! .....hehe
hari ni aku kena recalled, a certain female boss (God bless her) told Joyah to call me to say I got recalled. So there I was sleeping nicely after watching DVDs all nite, and I get a call at 10am with Joyah telling me - Nyah ko kena recall, S***** nak ko datang kul 12.
Aku yg mamai lagi tensen pun kata: OK. dgn selamba ramba. Aku dah agak dah dengan the Tsunami thingy memang some people would have to put in extra hours. So I came lah to office. By the way, some guy I just met sent me to the LRT station on the way to work- that in itself is a another story.
Ni ha bila mak sampai kat stesen KL sentral si minah boss ni call kata gua ada assignment kat Menara Maxis, cheque presentation for the Tsunami Relief Fund. OK lah, aku pun patah balik naik LRT tuju ke KLCC.
Sampai2, buat assignment and alang2 when in Rome have to do as the Romans do. So aku makan lunch at KLCC.
Sampai2 ofis aku pun mula nak buat story, they ask me to cover another cheque presentation to give money for the fund.
Ok lah mak cover. Tu dia big bosses and KTV semua ada, it seems its now become the CBBTY Relief Fund. Nyah....
Ok lah aku pun cover the story did the tiny Press conference and went downstairs.
Then A****** told me to cari some mugshots for that story. So aku cari lah. I took quite a while to cari. Until it si happened K***** cari aku to ask how the story was doing. Masalahnya aku sibuk kat Photo dept tengah cari gambar. The female boss did call me to ask where I was and suruh aku come over to ofis. But I thot, ok lah, I'll go back over when aku selesai dgn gambar jadah tu. Before I could say, please sir suck my cock, BAMM...K** comes barging into the photo dept- to everyone's shock.
"Mana si F***** tu? U don't understand the meaning of NOW is it?"
At that time the lovely ES said " Dia tu org baru tu. Tak faham" in a very kind way to save my ass.
K****** said "u work in photo now is it?"
Aku yang tak pikir apa2 masa tu, dah lah kena recall, tak cukup tido lagi, I JUST SAID: " Well the photos I'm looking for are FOR the story."
When K****** barged into the room K** A***called me on my mobile asking me where I was, I reckon K****** must have made a scene kat office lah calling my name like guy calling his fuckmate Johnny.
And as I walked towards the office and handed over the RM500,000 cheque i Had with me (Yes, darlings I had even assumed duty as tukang terima cheque dari penderma2 korporat), si S****** came barging out of the door dekat vending machines, looking for me also I reckon lah. Bila dia dah nampak aku and K******* dia pun calm down sikit la.
So there I was with the big boss walking back to the office and dia kata nak tengok story aku. Nyah, mak siap only like, 5 paras maybe.
Anyway he just dashed across the newsdesk like a knight in shining armour and sat at my PC kat tempat KB selalu duduk. He typed like there was no tomorrow. Before you knew it the story was finished la, aku just tambah2 some parts here and there.
Tapi, nyahs, all the drama tu , perlu ke?
Tapi as some of u know, aku ni very the slow nak habiskan keje, so I was like trying to get quotes and fill in the blanks. K******* kata kat aku two time " Hurry up with the story"
Siap cakap aku dlm bahasa tamil siut " Hey Thamby!...." Entah apa dia cakap aku tak pehe, tapi later I learned he said 'what are u looking at?"
He even told me to fax in the story to TBHY and ASJJ daily. Nyah, perlu ke aku buat?
Basically hari ni i really bent down and became the bitch of K****** and B****** even A*****.
Every few minutes it was like " F****! Come here" Ada aje.
LATER THAT NITE
Later aku berdinner dgn ouj and she told me a story about how Shahizan got so caught up with work that he didn't return Allahyarham Azmin's call just before he died. Bang Shah kata dia regret gile la dia tak call- he was so freakin caught up with keje that day that he forgot about it, and few hours later Azmin was dead.
So Joyah pun became like penceramah motivasi perdana/therapist today la. kkk kata: "you really musn't work so hard that you miss out on your own life, you know."
Then she let out her trademark " SHHHHITTT!" coz her Thai noodles had gotten on her outfit.
Anyway, she continued to say that I was fat now, and i had no passion for acting or whatever the fuck I want to do.
Nyah, keje ni bukan segalanya okeyyyy.
Joyah even asked Farah about acting offers.
NOW My COMMENT ON THIS MATTER:
I have strayed far away from where I was two years ago. I've become so caught up in work and all its crazy irregular hours that I no longer have time to ponder on what I want for me. Dulu la niat aku dlm keje kat company ni was to gain money, Tu je. Plus, amy mom and sister gave me a warning- "You CANNOT QUIT THIS JOB."
One time I got a job as a translater in an online firm, aku quit on the second day, and my parents were quite cross. they have always been worried that I would never earn my own money. WellI sure as hell earn my own dough now- a whole shitload of it which i use to take taxicabs to the lake and back, for massages several times a week, to pay the 'extra' charges of those massages, to buy cigarettes, to buy to al that good wholesome food rthat makes me fatter everyday, to buy porn, to buy all that booze months ago, to buy all the fucking pieces of shit this life can fucking provide.
Don't get me wrong. I am VERY thankful for all that money. I am. I am. I think I am. I am, right?
It's just frustrating sometimes, you know. It's like I'm not leading the life I wish to lead. and its fucking pathetic that I've been feeling like that forever- Dah tak larat dah nak complain, even.
I just want to be.
Whoever the fuck I am. You can only say you somthing, but whether you actually do it- that my dear friendly neighbourhood people, is a totally separate issue.
My point- if i do have one is that I'm just interested in doing things. Not just talking about it. Even if those things are very spontaneous, it's ok. I just want to do. I think guys are good doing stuff. I think lah, even though I'm not a qualified guy to some people. But as that guy in 'Six Feet Under' blurted out angrily: "I AM A MAN!"
Dah aku dah ramble on for ages, and I need to head home. Aku sekarang kat cyber cafe dekat2 massage centre.
SEMOGA TAHUN BARU MEBAWA SERIBU KENANGAN DAN PENGALAMAN BARU. SEMOGA MAKIN TAMBAH ILMU DI DADA DAN TANGAN BERTAMBAH RAJIN MEMBUAT KEBAIKAN. I PRAY TO THEE YE ALMIGHTY FOR STRENGTH OF MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT.
I PRAY TO THEE FOR THE SAFETY AND HAPPINESS OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
I PRAY TO THEE TO GIVE ME STRENGTH OF WILL.
Now let's get over it and get back to work! .....hehe
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