Wrote a lengthy blog just now, it all disappeared coz I accidently pressed a few buttons.
It was about how the heart aches even though you generally don't use that darn organ.
everyone knows me as this crazy guy who always hangs out at the lake to get laid- yeah, that's true- it's absolutely fab darling, everybody should try it!

But sometimes a person from the past who meant something to you re-emerges in your life and wrecks the hell outta your feelings. What a bastard.

And what an idiot I am for actaully leaving the lake that night- without getting laid- just because I let my emotions get the better of me.

What a crock!

I should love myself more- I must think of my sanity, darlings.
Ciao