What the hell was I thinking? (An R-rated entry)


Why did I move here anyway? Am I crazy or what?
And now I am stuck here, laid-less!

Aiyo, did I think I could survive without getting laid? Now I'm so suffering for the past week I've been here.

I know it may seem like a small issue for some, but for me, it's very important. I was looking around for it, but to no avail. What else should I do?

Urgh..this sucks, man. I'm so freskin' horny right now.

I've gottenn so used to staying in KL: hanging with friends, watching movies, clubbing, jarimas, semporna, the lake- oh God, that place was like my second home. Yeah, I hate to admit it but it's true. I was addicted to all the vice of KL. Last year when I was heavily into all the alcohol/sex/lake thing, a friend told me that KL had gotten to me. Yeah, right! I'm from JB for God's sake. It just outta control lah. But then I realised that wasn't what I was all about.

I'm just that regular guy from JB, who loved to hang out with buddies for a movie and shopping malls, watch TV and stuff, y'know. A mummy's boy. A music fiend. That's me.

The point is I knew who I was, and I realised all that booze wasn't who I was. I started out just to be experimental, then it was all about pleasing you friends. I mean, you can't turn down drinks when your whole company is drinking. You can lah, but it's difficult.

Did I have a point to make here..hmmm..?

I'm just in need of y'know what lah. Just needed to say that. And boy I've been looking, like a mad fella. talk about desperado.

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